fix your hearts or die insane that ruburi also made a leaving post earlier when tonight at work I’d decided on the same, albeit for different yet similar reasons. vibes are off and this place no longer feels like home to me. it feels like a toxic cesspool à la twitter. infighting instead of collaborating because we refuse to set aside our egos. complaining about who got or didn’t get grants. complaining about anything really (yeah I’m one to talk). that’s what finally pushed me away. i loved this place and probably used it too much as a public journal. and on that note, no, i never got it together. in fact, things have gotten much worse since we last spoke. I’ll spare you the details this time. so on that note I’m going offline and offchain for the foreseeable future to try and fix ~ a l l t h i s ~ ps one last @clanker just to feel something, why the fuck not